see ya there!

apart from silly webcammings and doodlings.. i met up with the boyfriend yesterday and today.. met up in the day yesterday before i met up with Sharon in the evening for some catching up.. haha.. as usual, we slacked around… hunt for food.. and i ended up getting a free ride from Uncle Chen down to NP to find Sharon..

today is a very fun day! hahaha.. we din intend to meet cos i wanted to stay home and avoid the unnecessary squabbling with my parents abt not staying home.. and then, this morning.. the boyfriend woke me up.. and was so excited that his pay came in that he wanted to get new speakers! SOOOO.. we went to SIM LIM!!!!! ahhahaha.. hopped around and couldnt find decent ones.. and we saw a chubachups vending machine.. and i promptly popped in 50 cent coins to get the lollies.. then! the machine ate one of my coin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then i go over tell the uncle i put money in the machine never give me sweet.. then he started joking with me.. say go shake the machine.. so i said, “orh, i go shake”.. den after a while he came and refund me and i got my sweet.. hahahaha.. we shopped around his shop for a while and saw a set of speakers which looks kinda cool but had no price, so i took the box and went up to him to ask how much issit.. and he said, “the box is free, but the speakers costs $XXX”.. hahaha.. all these while Bryan was laughing at me cos it’s like damn obvious the uncle talking to me like some kid.. hahahaha.. die man.. everyone really treats me like a kid.. bleah.. when i was out for dinner with my family just now.. i was predicting the price of the meal.. then the auntie came and told us its 43bucks.. then i just whack my bro and said, “aiya.. i miss by 10bucks”.. the auntie actually asked me, “so who won the bet?”.. like say till i am some small kid.. trying to play guess the price of the meal… so pai seh la..

hahaha.. okie back Sim lim.. we both itchy backsides decided to head down to Marina to get the creative ones if its 99bucks.. but went there and it isnt.. so kinda a wasted trip la.. ate at the food court which was kinda good leh.. the food quite impressive… saw Allan Wu and Li lin with their kids at Carl’s Jr..but Bryan din see.. hahaha..then the sulky boyfriend who couldnt get his speakers cos it was 30bucks more expensive and i refused to let him buy sulked all the way home where he fell asleep and refused to let me go home.. hahaha.. he finally relented and i went home!

although today is a short short meet up… but it was fun… it’s true that when u can be urself with that someone special.. nothing else matters.. i felt really happy today.. hahaha.. esp seeing how silly both of us can get when we want to.. and yet we can be serious enough to decide on future career moves etc when the time needs us to be serious..

yay.. tml’s world cup finals! i am gonna cheer till the cows come home! ahhahaha…

so till i shift! this will be the layout i guess!

ok firstly, it semi came on the 4th (sorry, wanna keep track so i am writing the date.. haha..) then it stopped on the 5th, then today, the 6th, it came with wonderful tiny jabs of cramps.. missy never have cramps one.. so why am i having them now!

hate hate hate hate..

somemore not normal MS.. so i guess normal MS will come tml.. then i will complain and complain and complain again..

blardee hell.. hahahaha.. luckily i staying home today.. if not i would just murder everyone…

dad’s sick.. my iron man is sick wor… rare occasion.. think he got flu or something cos he said today was cold.. hahaha.. the funniest thing was, my dad dun wear shirt at home one ma.. then today ah, i woke up and saw him wear his polo shirt with the collar up… and i wanted to say, “so FUNKY today ah..”.. before i can even say anything he ordered me to go downstairs to buy food for him le.. *(&^!%!&*$.. but he sick.. so forgiven.. ahaha..

i am in pain..

((((((((

then off we hopped to Jelita with the intention of borrowing VCDs.. ended up deciding against it cos if we only borrow one.. come and return one quite dumb… now i am predicting we’d end up borrowing on thurs… hahahaha…

then we went home.. and i dunno wat we did.. but we ended up taking a walk a while later down the road and took a bus to Ginza cos the king wanted to eat KFC.. hahahaha.. the weather’s crazy nowadays.. i cant even walk 5 mins without dying.. Ginza as usual wasn’t that entertaining so we went back to his area and rot..

since he wasn’t entertaining me.. i began rummaging through his neatly arranged stuff on top of his drawers (his maid, i assume, packed it for him couple of days back).. hahaha.. the funny thing was he was on his laptop when i suddenly started looking at his stuff and he peeked right outta his laptop and said something like, “what u doing? everytime u keep damn quiet means u are doing something mischievious” and along the lines he added that i am like some small kid.. must have parental supervision if not will tear down the place.. hahahaha…

so i ended up looking through his stuff and i ended up clearing his certs and all into their respective places.. and then i reached a drawer that contained all his past letters and photos… my initial reaction when he told me that there should be those things in that drawer was to not see it at all.. i dunno why but i din really wanna view them.. just not my style i guess.. to intervene into ppl’s past.. so i swept every single drawer except that drawer…

after abt half an hr of flipping thru all the stuff in the other drawers, i decided that maybe i should take a look at them afterall.. haha.. in a sense it wasnt even curiosity that sparked all of those.. it’s as though i needed some sorta closure.. to just get this done and over with.. in a way to understand wat went on during that time..

i slowly leafed through the scattered letters in that drawer.. there was letters from people i knew.. and people i din know abt.. with each breath, i read out loud the words written on them.. i always find myself reading things out loud to balance out the emotions in me.. it’s as though by reading it out loud, i am experiencing all the drama and emotions from a 3rd person’s point of view.. this, i think, would be what all of u call denial.. hahaha.. anyways.. so i read, one at a time, till i reached the last few letters..

as i read one of Diana’s letters to him, he suddenly came and said, “Stop. Stop reading them.” maybe i was oblivious to how i was appearing to sound or look like.. but at that pt of time.. i actually wanted to finish that letter.. i wasn’t overwhelmed (at least i feel i wasn’t that overwhelmed yet) with emotions.. but when i stopped.. Bryan came over and hugged me.. reassuring me that those were all in the past, and nothing’s gonna change what we have now.. that made me realise just what i was actually going through.. with each letter, my heart actually broke a little.. not much, but enough to make me a little sadder.. but my denial skills have barred me away from all these that i din even realise it till i broke the momentum of reading..

so we stood there.. embracing each other when i realise that “hey, i’m upset”.. and somehow, his words did what they were supposed to do.. and i’m glad he did what he did.. i’m sure it wasn’t a pretty sight to be comforting a girlfriend abt what u did in the past, but he handled it well.. and he knew he hadda do something, instead of letting me handle all that alone… for that, Thank You.

after i’m done with all the letters, he threw them all away.. and told me that they were all in the past and he realised that i get affected by letters from Diana… i have to admit.. i’m jealous of her cos she took away what i should have at that point of time.. and she denied me of the chance to be happy 5 years ago.. but today, i told Bryan that i have what Diana didn’t have… and that is that i have him now.. awww so sweet right.. i also think so.. hahahaha.. but i was really glad that i’ve come to this conclusion.. for the longest time, i have been thinking of what could have happened if Diana din get into the picture 5 yrs back… today i finally figured that i ought to be happy and not jealous of her cos now, i have what i want.. and i’m the happiest person alive.. so what’s there to be jealous abt..

strange how it took me 2 whole months to realise this.. haha..

the glutton proceeded to his dining area and had rice and egg tarts for dinner while i stared on.. just wasn’t too hungry.. hahaha.. then the family had their usual crappy conversations and all.. kinda interesting to hear the stuff they say to each other..

and then missy headed home cos it was getting late.. it was a meaningful day today.. we went through a big part of his life.. and i’m glad we closed that chapter..

p.s: stuff quoted are not accurately quoted cos ah, my memory is failing me.. i can’t even recall wat i said can!!! somemore it’s only a few hrs ago kind.. i’m seriously getting alzheimer’s…

this time round.. the poor boy tore his ligament i think.. something of that sorts.. waited a few agonising hours for the doctor to give him 2 days worth of MC (DAMN LITTLE LA).. so NO MORE SOCCER.. hahahahaha.. much to my delight since he’s always injuring himself during the games.. and this also prove to Weiliang that Bryan doesn’t know how to take care of himself.. which is why the girlfriend is right about barring him from the match last week..

helped him home in a cab where he hurriedly removed his bandage and acted garang.. hahaha.. it must have hurt.. i haven’t really seen him in such a state before.. hope he recovers fast… but not fast enough for him to play soccer the next 2 weeks.. yes, i’m an evil girlfriend.. but i don’t care..

ate at holland v where they ran outta hor fun for the chicken noodle store! HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE!!! so i ended up eating chicken rice.. which was better than Aik’s one leh.. lol… detoured to Coffee Bean where he finally tried his chocolate of a thousand leaves cake (which he says isnt nice) and i ate my cheesecake.. finally bought a coffee bean card.. means i can go coffee bean more often!

then then then… we walk around.. go to cold storage.. saw Eunice but pretended i din see… hahahahaha… cos i cant recall her name at that pt of time.. and ah.. she dun say hi to me one.. so i also act unfriendly loh.. hahahaha..

then i am home and it’s time for my nap le.. hahaha…

hope that silly cow is asleep.. since he couldnt get to sleep last night because of the pain.. first time i hear NSF dun wanna go see doctor cos scared ppl accuse him of chao kenging.. hahaha.. and he was really injured somemore… aiyo man… terrible!

and i’m reminded to read the Bible by Zhiyang.. and that reminded me that i had a whale of a time downloading ebooks this afternoon.. i have all sorts of titles now that looks interesting enough for me to read.. and there’s one which is titled bibleamerica.. something abt modern day context of the bible.. hope it’s interesting.. hahaha..

it’s kinda interesting to hear a mutual friend’s opinion on what your boyfriend says.. it’s like sometimes u’d think that he is just saying these kinda stuff to you.. but no.. he announces it to the world… hahaha.. which is kinda sweet i must say.. at least it shows that he doesn’t lie.. bleah..

Chubs is losing its smell.. i dunno why.. but i think perfume doesnt stay long i guess.. so i think needa soak him up soon.. i have this tendency to classify all the things i name to be a him.. hahaha.. like dogs or any pets i have.. i want a male one instead of a female one.. just seems so much more appropriate.. thats why Chubs is a male.. and he is male cos he doesnt wear shorts or skirts or pants.. so kena exposed ma.. only can be a male.. cos males got no shame.. hahahahahah.. no la… Chubs has a shirt ma.. and girls dun usually wear shirts.. so Chubs is a male.. and he wears male perfume.. so makes him more man.. so he is a male.. hahahah…

couple of days back.. i discovered my monster’s inc mcdonald’s toys from eons back in one of my gazillion bags.. took it out to put it on my shelf and suddenly discovered that there are actually sound and light functions to the toys! i was so amused with it i played with it for 5 mins.. since when did mc toys became sooooo advanced?! i always thought they just wheel around or stand pretty only.. hahahaha..

it’s kinda late now.. shall proceed to bed… i think i only spend at most 10 hrs awake today.. hahahahahah…

bought a couple of shirts, 2 pairs of shoes, a bag, a dress.. 2 pair of berms for Bryan but he cannot wear one of it! hahaha.. and tons of food.. thats abt it la.. hahahaha…

i got nothing much to say abt KL i realised.. sorry la.. nothing exciting happen..

yesterday Uncle Chen fetch me back sia! hahaha.. i was expecting Bryan to come in a cab or wat.. end up Uncle Chen volunteer to send me back to their house.. hahaha.. like i’m their daughter like that.. lol.. gave the food and berms to Bryan and left soon after.. only to find out that the cabs are all on strike.. so ended up paging for his personal driver (aka his dad).. hahaha.. so pai seh la.. make him send me all the way home.. then come home watch soccer!

Argentina is damn poor thing.. hahhaha…

woke up bright and early (an hr later than expected).. and headed off to his place.. haha.. our 2nd month together le! his family finally subscribed to the world cup!!!!!so we watched the highlights of yesterday’s matches.. hahaha.. and i managed to finish an entire Carl’s Jr burger by myself!!!! first time… bleah.. then mooched around and came home for dinner le..

the end!

that’s all i have to say today.. boring post man..

hahaha.. kinda got ordered to pack cos i'm meeting Bryan tml.. so hadda pack first.. now what i needa put in are my toiletries, a towel (must remember to buy tml), my atm card..i din fold anything la.. so i think when we unload.. all my clothes will be crumpled.. BLEAH…

brought a pair of shorts, a t shirt and shorts to sleep, and 2 t shirts.. wearing 1 t shirt and jeans to the bus.. needa wear shoe cos Aileen's papa very niao abt it.. so gotta pack in my slippers tml.. must must must remember..

1. slippers
2. toiletries
3. towel
4. atm card

packed in my passport, the bus ticket and my magic wallet le.. so anything else that i forget to bring can go there buy i guess.. hahaha..

i am BORED!

meet Chubs! my latest best friend! he is 1 day old.. has lost his birth cert.. but is cute nonetheless!

hahaha.. this morning.. i walked into Bryan’s room and was greeted with the sight of a teddy bear on his bed… although i did mention i wanted a bear a week ago.. but i really wasn’t expecting this… hahaha.. it’s a stuffed bear from the cool bear workshop down at the Esplanade… it must have cost a bomb.. and i’m feeling really bad abt it cos the boyfriend’s not exactly the richest kid around at this time of the month..

Chubs is a little chubby.. has nice fur.. and a cute small t shirt to flaunt his figure.. haha… best of all.. he smells nice! Bryan sprayed his perfume on Chubs before giving it to me.. haha.. i thought i was the only silly one who practises perfume spraying on toys and stuff.. guess not.. hahahaha…

i lurrrrve Chubs!

anyways.. i actually met Bryan at Holland Village this morning cos i needed to go to the bank to open my account and to bank in my Tax refund cheque.. so means.. in a couple of weeks time.. i’d be a rich kid (yah right man..).. hahahaha… we settled for Ya Kun’s eggs and a bowl of noodles for brunch.. and returned to his house where i spotted my new friend…

watched Pink Panther today! i finally found out that the Pink Panther show doesn’t show the Pink Panther.. the Pink Panther is actually a diamond ring.. CHEY.. i thought it’s like Roger Rabbit.. chey!! but its still a funny show… nice to watch on a lame day..

then then then! we fell asleep.. cos need replenish energy just in case we run outta energy before we head out for dinner.. initially planned for Sakura dinner with Weiliang and Sabrina… but last minute Sabrina called and changed plans to Pasir Panjang Hawker centre.. haha… heng she called ah.. if not we sleep till dunno when man.. hahahah…

headed down to the Hawker Centre and had BBQ food!!! damn alot leh come to think of it.. but i dun eat like cockles and lala.. so end up i ate quite little la i guess.. but was damn full also.. quite interesting to dine with the couple.. cos i barely know Sabrina.. but quite nice la.. once in a while dine with other ppl quite cool…

then we came back in time to see Chippy go on his pee break! ahhaha.. then it ran to us ah.. i stick out my hand and it ended up in his mouth!!! so i got lamb bits on my hand.. eeeee.. hahahahahahaha…

had an enjoyable day today.. i had fun, i had food, i had love..

no matter what.. i'm glad it's over… and everything is back to normal.. i hope..

there are some things in life u know u can never lose.. and this is one of it.. i'd hate myself if i let this chance slip away once again..

all it took was one song.. to change my mind..

anybody need anything?

so i'm leaving on 26th June, 8am.. reaching at 1pm..

coming back on 30th June.. dunno wat time..

dog tan, if u happen to read this, and is still in KL at that time.. if i am broke i will call u.. wahahhahahaha…

hahaha.. ok.. i'm an impatient girl.. i did try to learn html years back.. for that matter.. i was actually garang enough to borrow a programming book (really really unwise choice) cos i saw Bryan reading it years back.. yes, i actually tried running (for that matter, flying) before i even knew how to walk.. hahaha.. with my superb attention span of 45mins tops.. i ended up returning that book without even making thru to chapter 1.. (Its was a book abt Perl, cos u were so into Perl the other time and i just wanted to see what's the big fuss abt..haha..)

and since then, i sorta turned my back against all computer related stuff.. choosing to depend on trusty ones like Yuxin, Jeremy and Bryan when things go wrong.. then when i started blogging more often.. the fickleminded me changes layout so damn often with the kind help of blogskins.com.. hahaha.. now that i am using wordpress… i am stuck with these plain layouts that came with wordpress.. and my upcoming blog, which would be using wordpress, is still in the process of getting a new layout which i had endorsed the help of the nice boyfriend..

and then, Bryan chose to pull the trigger.

he wants me to learn how to do it myself.

hahaha.. and so i am given HTML lessons from yesterday onwards… so far it's only lesson number one.. but i had a hell of a time reading it just now.. it sounded so much like him talking to me.. hahahaha.. and i actually enjoyed reading it.. though it's about something that i already knew.. but it was still fun reading it! hahaha..

now i cant wait for chapter 2.. but the silly pig is down with food poisoning.. and he's blaming it on the mee sua he ate last night.. hahaha..

in life, i really don't need anything expensive.. it's stuff like this that makes me feel that i'm cared for.. =)

lol.. mothers..

lunch was really really filling.. ate at harbour city in tiong bahru.. supposed to go to the one at psa building but the old man of the house dun wan.. so ended up there.. food was ok la.. haha.. the auntie working there damn funny.. we were asking her abt the 3 meat combination platter.. asking if we could choose our choice of meat.. she said can choose.. choose between char siew, duck and chicken.. diao.. i need 3 meat.. u gave me 3 choices..i choose wat… hahaha.. den my bro got the diao face.. hahahahahaha..

then we saw Colonel Sanders without his specs.. maybe that old man went for Lasik surgery already…hahahahahah… came home and stayed online till evening time where my super enthusiastic daddy came into my room and dragged me out to the pasar malam near my place.. decked out in his sport shoes and LONG SOCKS (hahaha i laughed like mad).. my dad walked my mum and i to the pasar malam.. only to complain there was a lack of stuff to buy.. hahaha… and on the way back.. my mum complained and complained abt the heat.. hahahaha…

japan made me lose 10bucks loh.. my dad lose 100.. KNS.. TML BURN FLAG!

brazil's match looks boring..

i'm seriously getting lazier.. hahahaha.. not that i was originally a hardworking girl.. but i actually refused to wake up today and slept in for a good half hour before i finally relented and rose… was supposed to meet Bryan at his place to head on down to Queensway but figured that i was lazy to take so many buses so decided to meet him there instead..

and then, blur me forgot to bring my phone! how rare is that man.. hahaha.. being phoneless is pathetic! but i got to "try" using public coin phones again! haha.. those days where i have to hunt down a public phone just to call my parents and tell them where exactly i were.. hahaha.. which makes me wonder, who on earth came up with the phone card? what's the point of carrying a card with cash value when u well could have slot coins in for the amount of minutes u need; everybody will have coins, or can easily find coins.. not everybody would wanna spend money on a card.. right?

yup.. and so we walked around in Queensway and i found nothing to buy.. wanted to buy a pair of soccer shorts but they have an ugly black pair.. so bleah.. too bad… headed for Ikea soon after but it was lunch time and i couldnt get my meatballs unless i wanna queue for damn long.. couldn't find a plastic mug for Bryan too.. and he was tempted to buy an ice cuber.. hahaha.. ice cube tray i mean.. he was so hyper today it's amusing.. i got suaned for all the stuff i said.. which was kinda funny cos i am usually the one doing it.. hahahhaha… had fun nonetheless.. hahaha…

dunno why dunno how.. we decided to go to Suntec.. and after Kenny Rogers came a quick movie treat! RV is damn nice… recommended movie.. my kinda movie.. heartwarming yet funny movie.. i like! haha… after which i embarked on a silly shopping spree where i bought a floor mat (giraffe one!) from Aussino… a puma bag from WhyPayMore.. and a polo t shirt from Giordano.. hahaha.. stuff which i dun really need.. but feel like buying anyways.. haha..

then then then, it's videoezy movie night! watched white chicks.. hahaha.. they coming out with another movie! which looks damn freaking funny.. and my bro said cars is funny.. so needa watch it soon.. hahaha.. and i tired liao.. so while watching bad boys half way (make that err 1/6 way) we sorta retreated and fell asleep for an hr before the alarm rang for me to go home.. haha..

nowadays my blogging quality sucks leh.. hahahaha.. even i feel sian of blogging.. anyways.. the previous days happenings are in Bryan's blog… yup yup.. so i dun needa blog abt yesterday le.. yay!

bleah… currently too tired to think of wat to talk abt.. so no post for today!