My First Tag!

Whee.. finally got a box of my own..

a not very clear close up of it.. sorry for the picture quality.. my phone la…

Lol.. this is a worse photo.. but can see the color of my watch face!

Ok.. so it may not be a big deal to many to get a Tag Heuer.. but to me it is ok! so be nice and try to accomodate my squels for the moment.. Bleah.. so i finally got a Tag.. after so damn freaking long… supposed to get one a few years back but i squandered away all the cash on useless rubbish.. then last year's birthday present was solid free flow cash.. so i wouldnt wanna waste my money on a watch when i am in the US right… bleah.. hahahaha… got an Aquaracer cos it was the latest model.. saw an automatic one which is supposedly better looking for my hand but it costs 400bucks more and it's an older model.. so i din take it…

was happily deciding which color to take when Bryan confused me by telling me to try the white one… the white one look the nicest on my hand but i wasn't prepared to buy a white face watch (so conventional looking).. so decided against the blue cos it looked abit dull.. yay.. so it's pink.. and Sharapova endorses the watch.. like my racquet.. when my brother sees my watch.. i'm gonna get condemned.. he kept saying Sharapova is my idol.. NOT MY FAULT THAT SHE ENDORSES EVERYTHING I BUY MA…

somehow ah.. the salesguy appeared to be serving Bryan instead of me.. and he was in t shirt and berms.. wah i dun look rich enough.. hahaha..

nonetheless.. i'm happy i got my watch finally!!!!!

my dad never fails to amuse me… i took a nap this afternoon at around 4.30.. and promptly at 5.30pm.. my dad sms-ed me, "wake up. dinner time"

lol.. my door was open.. he was seated in the living room.. so technically speaking.. he just have to shout my name and i'd be awake.. but he chose to sms instead..

cartoon la!

took off to amoy street in my shorts and slippers cos i was misled to think that we are going to bukit timah for dinner.. stupid bro.. sabo.. hahaha.. ate at some hokkien restaurant that my brother recommended.. it was okay-ish fare.. dun think i'd pay money to go back there again..

zipped off to Ginza Plaza after that! hahaha.. just for grocery shopping.. cos we were bored la.. and i dun wanna head down to the miserable cold storage at far east square.. so my dad suggested ginza.. the shop and save there got not much but i ended up buying heaps cos i needed to buy toiletries.. stuff in watsons are like quite cheap.. bought 2 bottles of pantene for like $12.90..

shit, i am becoming damn auntie…

hrmm.. apart from that.. i spent 2 hrs sitting outside talking abt tennis with my bro while watching the grand slam in france.. initially decided to hit the court with my bro tml morning.. but chickened out last minute cos i got this feeling i wun be able to wake up.. and will kena scolding by my bro.. so better not.. hahaha..

my room is half cleaned up.. cleaned half way today and fell asleep.. forgot to mention that.. hahaha.. have tons of clothes spilling outta my wardrobe.. have to sort them out tml.. sian la.. i dun like sorting clothes..

hmm.. nothing much to add le.. bleah…. i'm darn bored!!!!

meeting ex boyfriends..

I've never really picture myself meeting an ex boyfriend down the street.. or rather.. i've never really thought abt how i'd react should i see one.. so whatever reaction u get from me is always the most genuine response i could conjure out without looking stupid..

i bumped into Bryan once when we splitted up.. and from his memory.. what i did was i waved frantically and smiled as i was going up the escalator in PS alone while he was with his then girlfriend, Diana..

i remember i was freaking upset and lost after that encounter.. by my standards.. i should have contacted a good friend and panicked during that time… i was afterall, not quite over him at that point of time..

when i bumped into Yuxin a couple months back.. my mind went blank.. not cos i still had feelings for him.. but cos i din noe whether to say hi… he din look in my direction so we just ended up sliding by each other..

at that time, my mind went wild.. i was disappointed at my own cowardice.. for not being able to even say hi to someone whom i have let down…

today, i bumped into Terence.. with Bryan.. haha.. we were at Holland Village having a whale of a time thinking about what food to get since we're both craving for some other food after our cheesecake and brownie session at coffee bean.. went on to the windmill mall to cool off cos we were perspiring from our running around a little while before.. as we were coming down the escalator of the mall.. Bryan who was behind me kissed me on my head.. my natural reaction was to turn to him and sorta stayed in that direction.. so i was like facing sideways.. towards my right while the upriding escalator was to the left… apparently Terence spotted me and was staring at us from the front of the upriding escalator… made a little conversation and parted our ways..

so how exactly did i feel? strangely enough.. nothing special came to me.. my heart was beating normally.. i reacted normally.. i wasn't even thinking much.. he felt like a friend to me.. a friend i happen to bump into on the street and have nothing much to talk with.. i wasn't even feeling relieved that the short encounter ended.. nor was i feeling elated i finally met him after these months… i just felt.. normal…

it's quite hard to feel so normal especially when the relationship wasn't that historical.. but i really felt as though there was nothing between us.. i thought about it a little while later on a cab to Bryan's place.. i'm actually kinda glad this happened.. we just had our first month yesterday.. this proved to me that i've actually made the right decision to go into this relationship.. if i had felt a thing for Terence just now, i would have known i wasn't that ready for our relationship.. and i'm not one who would drag things on for the sake of it.. so if that really happened.. i would have gone straight home after telling Bryan abt it..

So, what i'm trying to say here is.. i've taken a new meaning to meeting ex boyfriends.. hahaha.. without this little encounter today.. i wouldn't have been so sure that what i feel inside for this relationship is genuine.. reconfirmation is always good.. haha..

random talking again..

sieved this out from Cowboy Caleb's blog.. very interesting insight on how some guys can really be so ignorant abt dating… hahaha.. i love the way this was put across.. maybe cos it sounds like something i may say if u piss me off that way.. bleah..

finally signed up for Vpost.. with the eagerness to buy something off www.eyeslipsface.com… hahaha.. it's so frigging cheap it's amazing.. i feel like just buying the entire store! anybody wanna buy? hahaha.. already got Aileen psyched up.. so i'd be waiting for her to come back and order together.. the Aussie store has so limited stuff.. though shipping is 5.99 flat.. but but but.. i'm a sucker for the "customise ur own palette" thing in the US.. so bleah.. AILEEN HURRY UP COME BACK!

hahahaha.. i rarely talk abt makeup crap in that way.. strange ah but i'm not really a make up person.. cos i always find it damn expensive..

consider this,

right now i have/use/ may need:

1. mac foundation – $43? $34? somewhere there.. cant remember the prices exactly
2. mac powder – $30+ i think
3. estee lauder blush – free cos it's my mum's.. whee… assume it's like $30
4. mac concealor – $20
5. eye shadow (bought a palette thingy the other time) – $18? can't remember also
6. if i use mascara – $20?
7. if i use eyeliner – $10
8. if i use eyebrow pencil – $10
9. lip gloss/ lipstick - $20

see la.. if i use all those just to go out ah.. that would be about $200 for 3 months max.. that's 70bucks per month on usual nick nacks..

that is why i dun really feel like using make up.. ex sia…hahahahah… maybe i am just niao..

apart from this make up frenzy that i intend to purchase in bulk.. i'm thinking of getting stuff in the US.. i miss my aeropostale shit.. it's so darn cheap.. but the stocks online like damn limited.. sian..haha..

nothing much to talk abt today since i din go out.. had our breakfast trip  planned for monday… Fullerton here we come! whee.. hahahaha.. for that.. i have to wake up at an unearthly hour… hahah.. i amuse myself sometimes.. seems like food is the only motivation to wake up early lately..

was surfing through the zoo's webbie.. cos was thinking of heading there for breakfast instead.. Ah Meng is having a birthday brunch on 18th! anyone wanna go? lol.. it's $25+++.. i wonder what my parents would say if i invite the entire family to have brunch with Ah Meng.. think will kena condemn.. haahahahha.. so old le still so fascinated with the zoo.. hahaha…

damn hot today la! and i am craving for cheesecake…

That’s When I Love You – Aslyn

When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget I'm waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than you'll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Here's my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what

few songs are able to capture what i wanna say so accurately.. but this song says it all. =)

1st month..

finally.. we made it to the 1st month (again.. considering this should be our second 1st month celebration..haha..)

we actually have nothing planned (what’s new.. hahah..) except for my little excursion to the library cos i have a book that’s overdue by approximately 13days.. so off to the orchard library at an insane hour of 11am.. just so we could beat the crowd in food republic for an early lunch..

somehow food republic never came.. hahahahahah.. few nights back.. we were talking on the phone on one of the nights where he was back in camp.. and.. i just suddenly talked abt making our own ice cream… and both of us got damn excited abt it.. so, we went on a hunt for ice cream makers in taka’s household section.. that’s where we saw this hot plate thingy and thought about Seoul Garden.. hahaha.. so we “faked” (cos i am still a student.. while he’s not) as students and ate the student meal at like $10.99++ with drinks included.. so cool la.. we ate and ate and ate and ate.. hahahaha..

ate till so full we dun wanna move le.. ended up going to Lido to catch a movie to rest our bursting tummies… watched She’s the man.. it’s a nice movie i must say.. very entertaining.. kinda enjoyed it.. hahaha.. it’s been eons since i last saw a mindless movie like this..

when we came out, it was drizzling.. so off in the rain we walked.. haha..  when we came to a puddle.. i actually contemplated on stepping on it to splash him.. then decided to be nice and din do it but i told him of my plan..turns out both of us had a water puddle war instead! we were practically like two little kids holding hands and trying to splash at each other whenever we get the chance to… times like these, i wish i could just tape it down.. so we could look back and be amaze at just how at ease both of us feel with each other.. it’s tough to be able to find someone who’s willing and genuinely interested in doing crazy things with me.. it’s even tougher to find someone who is willing to shed all image and go wild in the middle of orchard doing silly things..

it was really fun.. both walking in the rain and splashing each other.. haha..

on our way down to Tanglin Mall… this display of jams caught our eye.. curiosity seriously will kill me one day.. decided to head on into the shop and was simply captivated by the huge array of jams available.. made a really tough decision and decided on one flavor(peach).. haha.. and off flew my 20buckaroos.. it was about 15 bucks for a jar.. and 5 more bucks for a small jug (we chose bitter orange something).. i tend to always overspend on food!!! but i have to say this, the peach jam is really good…

reached Tanglin Mall and headed straight for Marketplace! din buy much (only pancakes) cos ah, 20bucks jam is already a sin.. hahaha.. so cannot buy others.. headed back to his house to mooch and wait for us to feel hungry before we embark on our jam party.. ended up watching Movie Date during that time.. not really a very interesting movie.. just damn lame.. hahah.. dun really like it..

yup.. that sorta sums up my day.. bought a small ratten basket for our first month.. it was supposed to be a time capsule of sorts.. for us to put our movie tickets,notes abt our monthly most memorable day into it.. i kinda like that basket.. hehe.. took a 2 hr bus ride just to get it loh.. hahahahahaha..

all in all, it was a day well spent..

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I've been spending alot of time with Bryan.. I've been seeing him almost every single waking hour that he is not in camp.. so much so that his house is becoming like my own.. hahaha.. I have my hp charger,a t shirt and a pair of shorts for emergency use and my birthday photo (figured i'd see more of it there than at home) there.. haha..

our jigsaw is almost done! all thanks to Gwen.. hahaha.. she so hardworking man.. did the jigsaw to destress from her chinese paper.. haha.. think by the next time i go back to his house it'd be almost done..

3 interesting facts about us

1. We love Cold Storage, or for that matter, any supermarkets.
2. We love going round the island for breakfasts
3. Apparently, I'm the only person who replies him with Moly Holy when he says Holy Moly.. he usually says both phrases himself

okie i gotta go shopping with my daddy dearest.. haha.. be back later with more interesting news (if i have some)

my friday and saturday..

i spent my Friday watching the Da Vinci Code in Plaza sing… dunno why but we met up quite late that day.. hahaha… had a nice lunch at PS in the food court and wandered into the puzzle store.. where we got so excited over the puzzles la.. hahahahaha… we were like planning on doing almost everything that catches our eye there… so cartoon… decided to get a puzzle after our movie so we would have more time to think abt it..

the Da Vinci was alright la.. Blasphemy… haha… kinda amazes me how Dan Brown can find so much fault with a simple little painting.. hahahaha.. so cool la.. the fabrication of stuff… writeres like him amuse me.. i find the movie okayish only.. the story plot is amazing.. so the book would be a much better choice..

we slowly wandered back into the jisaw puzzle store and finally chose something we love.. not until we ran to Suntec to look at the puzzles at that shop before making a decision..haha…we even bought the frame so that we would not needa fuss abt it after that.. spent a whopping 100bucks on this.. heart pain.. hahaha… rushed back to his house to start building on it.. got the borders done and we ran outta gas.. headed out for dinner nearby and went back to slack and watch Alfie..

was kinda PMSy during the show i feel.. something he said triggered the alarm and i sorta got upset over nothing.. honestly i think back now.. and i feel that it's not of a big deal.. so yeah, dunno why i felt that way, so i concluded it was PMS.. hahaha.. getting emotional cos of PMS is quite bad.. i rather get angry and get pissed.. easier to settle that kinda temper than being emo..

Saturdays are usually spent with friends or boyfriends in my life.. but yesterday.. i actually intended to stay home cos i wanted to go out on sunday, which is today… BUT when i woke up at a sane hr of 11am.. nobody was home.

absolutely nobody.

hahahaha… so i waited for a while to confirm that my dad isnt gonna come home at lunchtime.. couldnt really stand it le so i called to ask if he was gonna be coming home for dinner.. turns out he would be slightly late.. so i sorta decided to get outta the house and met Bryan..

went to holland village for lunch.. and guess wat was lunch.. ya kun kaya toast with eggs for appetiser and shredded chicken hor fun for main course.. hahahaha.. somehow we tend to over eat all the time.. sooner or later we're both gonna be uber fat… popped by his place to do our puzzle… was fussing over eeyore and piglet till it was time to head for church.. my first time in a catholic church.. the procedures and stuff were quite interesting.. yeah but i look like a fish outta water.. hahahaha… quite amusing mass only lasts for an hr.. unlike services at New Creation or any other christian churches which lasts for at least 2 hrs..

then! the family headed out for seafood at east coast.. waaaa.. the amt of food they ordered was scary.. and i have to eat 2 pincers from the crab cos they ordered two types of crabs.. dang… stupid Bryan tricked me into thinking he eating one of the pincers.. end up he shuffed shoved it into my plate.. bleah.. took a stroll along the area after that.. talked for nearly an hr and headed back to his place.. his dad damn funny.. drove at 70 on the high way.. so we took forever to get home.. got back and sorta mooched around and carried on our conversation.. haha.. sometimes sitting down and listening to what each other has to say abt issues tends to make me realise that we really think alike.. stuff i have thought abt in the past week, he had actually thought abt it too.. amazing..

hahahaha… today is stay home sunday.. but only my mum and i are home.. saded…

BORED.

2nd bbq of the month!

aha! we had yet another BBQ last night.. hahaha…

the planning part for this BBQ was damn interesting… both of us being anal creatures who are particular about food (maybe only one – me)… we intended to get stuff that we wanna eat.. and would be slightly different from the other bbq we had earlier in the mth..

so off to Jelita at a bright sunny hr of 11.30am.. hahaha.. i actually went to his house at err.. 9.30am i think.. but he din sleep the entire night.. so he fell asleep till 11.. took a cab to Jelita and ate O'Briens.. i love their sandwiches leh.. kinda nicer than subway.. i like.. subway's getting boring liao.. maybe cos my sch has an outlet.. so it looks boring to me liao..

anyways..after lunch/ brunch.. we started our shopping trip! as usual la.. bought stuff we needed.. like chicken wings.. etc.. then i tot his cold storage would have cheaper meat.. so i said we would go there and buy… nothing much in Jelita la.. just that i saw a jam that's called "traffic jam".. cute eh.. hahaha..

headed back to his house.. mooched a bit.. headed down to his cold storage.. went in for like 30secs.. and decided to go to Holland Village's cold storage to get prawns and cod fish for our bbq.. hahahahaha.. never tried doing those on bbq before so we just chin cai bought what we think is nice etc and tried.. the cold fish turned out really yummy.. i like! hahaha..

so err.. nothing much happened again.. Bryan fell asleep again and i went online surfing blogs.. found out some interesting links and was sitting there reading news and stuff..

then bbq..

then Weiliang and his gf came to find us after our bbq! i finally saw Sabrina.. eh.. i think she alright ma.. i said she look like my size.. then Bryan say dun look like.. bleah…her dog damn cute la.. so damn small.. then she kept shaking her head to make her less hyper.. hahahaha.. so cartoon…

sat around abit.. talked abit.. hhaha.. thats abt it actually.. very long never talk to this fellow le.. but like Bryan was talkign more to him la.. so i just listen.. cos nothing much to comment also…

then i came home at 12.30am.. the end.

hahahahaha.. i sound bored with the day.. but i enjoyed the BBQ immensely.. first time everything was so successful.. my chicken wings turned out damn nice la… so proud man.. hahahaha.. soon, i'd be able to master the skills of bbqing every single kinda meat.. then can be queen of bbq meat!

hahahaha.. die liao.. i talking rubbish…

-_-

oh darn.. why din i come across this earlier.. if not i sure score for my individual presentation man..

die..

i'm getting quite high from smelling the maggi sauce from my hands.. hahaha.. I DID WASH MY HANDS after marinating.. twice somemore loh! but the smell still there… hahaha..

Bryan's sleeping again.. hahahh.. while i'm here wasting my time away cos a) i cant sleep.. b) i dun wanna watch american idol.. yet.. c) coming online was the next best thing to do…

bleah… yeah thats why i am blogging again.. bored la… and ah i cant really move myself cos his chair creaks.. so i move one inch it creaks once.. later he wake up i die…

never

ever

wake

the

grouchy bear.

lol..

welcome to kingdom boredom..

I’m very very very bored… hahaha.. just played with Chippy.. then decided to retreat cos he was getting damn rough…

anways.. i’m like usinng Bryan’s laptop now cos i din bring my own… bleah.. his lappie is super duper huge.. and wide.. and black.. and err.. keys are too widely spaced.. ahahaha.. i’m just damn bored la…

nobody’s online to entertain me somemore.. bleah..

anyways.. we have a bbq later! and it’s pouring.. boo.. we bought like tons of food la.. prawns… fish… hot dogs.. chicken wings.. blew like almost 50bucks on those.. hahaha.. should learn to cut down on food in future…

i have absolutely nothing to blog abt.. so shall be back here when i have stuff to blog abt.. till then.. pls pls pls pray that it’d stop raining..

new member of the family- meet Andy’s fish

today has been great.. stayed home the entire day except for the brief hour where i went to the dentist.. haha.. now my teeth are sparkling clean.. and it's comforting to know that my little teenie teeth are still in great condition..

my bro is damn cute today.. he went to sign up for his exams today (dun ask me wat.. but i know he is taking a few months no pay leave to study for it..) so he got a good day to slack around.. he ended up going to my old estate and buying a small little fish tank and a fighting fish..

then he excitedly show me how sleek his fish tank looks like.. and the fish of cos.. fighting fish leh.. so i asked how much it costs.. the fish is 2bucks.. the fish tank is 20!!hahahaha.. i dun mean to but i did laugh my lungs out.. will sneak a peek at the little one tml or something and steal a picture of it.. and put it here if i get the chance to..

so now i have 2 pet fishes at home.. each belonging to and 'representing' the two males of the family.. hahahaha…

question, why are fishes not pets?

i insist that they are pets!

evidence of me living in my own world

i've never thought of webhosting/getting your own domain to be costly.. hahahahahahaha…

considering i've always endorsed the help of ppl like Bryan throughout my entire life…i seriously never thought of such things as important enough to burn my pockets.. imagine if i went about getting my domain and stuff with my ignorance, i would have died la.. died of heart attack.. hahahaha…

now, i'm really grateful to ppl who have hosted me in the past.. hahaha.. your kind help is appreciated..

bleah… await for the good news k.. it should be able to come like in a week or so.. =)

boo!

I've decided to just skip the first 9 episodes of One Tree Hill.. hahahaha…yes, i'm addicted…

now to look for Seasons 2 and 3.. hahaha..

finally completed Season 1 today.. feeling accomplished.. that i know what sorta happened to Lucus, Brooke, and the rest of the crew..bleah.. i'm pathetic sometimes.. hahaha.. Bryan says its becoming like Days of Our Lives.. lol..

nothing much to blog abt at this hour.. hope i do something exciting enough to blog abt later in the day!

one tree hill

ok i am addicted to One Tree Hill.. Gwen's returning it tml.. hahaha.. so i may not be able to watch it.. and there are seasons 2 and 3 also! DIE LIAO LA..

whoevers going to johor pls inform me!!!!

recap of my past couple of days..

life has been pretty hectic and stressful following my presentation.. it sorta sucked cos of the sucky grp mates and i dun think i got a pretty good grade  cos of it.. oh well, gotta learn how to spot good grp mates..

anyways.. on wednesday night after my project meeting.. i drove down to Stagmont to pick up the boyfriend.. haha.. he was chilling out with his camp mates at the mac near PJC while i was semi having a panic attack on my way there.. bleah.. sorta got damn worried abt my project (which proved me right that it sucked) and was racing around from town to Stagmont to ease the stress.. thought Bryan had eaten but turns out the other way… so i wanted to head on down to The Cheese Prata shop so i can conveniently miss my exit and send him home instead after that.. but i missed the exit to Clementi Ave 6 la! hate it when i take PIE man.. i'm always in this illusion that i am travelling to Bukit Timah or Stevens Road.. bah… so since i missed the exit.. i took a turn and ended up in Bukit Timah's prata shop! Al-Alzhar or something like that.. the rival store to Al- Almeen.. hahahaha.. i love competitor's food.. had a egg and mushroom prata (dun ask me why i chose that combination, i just blurted it out).. and a kick ass ice milo.. hahaha.. Bryan had a maggi goreng.. hahaha.. cute stuff.. but i dun think i'd ever eat it. it's damn spicy looking… got persuaded to send myself home instead cos he said he wanna send me home so i drove home loh… felt quite bad cos i could have sent him home and no incur any costs..

thurs morning was spent at his place (again..hahahah..) cos i needed to do my presentation props.. planned out my skit in the morning after sumptuous breakfast.. haha.. he slept just before our 200 bus came.. so i left quietly to buy my materials in big bookshop and when i got home.. he was still sleeping! hahahaha.. so cute la.. sleep so damn alot.. think he's fast overtaking my position of the sleeping champion… so i went about doing my project till his maid woke him up cos the curtain man came to change curtains.. haha… so i got a little help and finally managed to complete my work by evening.. went down to project runthru etc.. boring and crappy stuff that i dun wanna talk abt..

friday was presentation day.. and i was damn upset it was so badly done.. told Bryan abt it on msn cos he was at work.. and we decided on lunching together… ran some errands before that for the team.. and when i reached suntec i was hurrying down to Kenny Rogers to meet him.. hahaha.. my funny little fellow actually was hiding behind a pillar and wanted to surprise me with a sunflower.. dunno why but i actually turned towards his direction and saw him before he saw me.. hahahah.. but it was a really sweet gesture.. =)

went on to watch over the hedge after our country manna lunch.. nice leh.. i like.. both the lunch and movie.. the movie was extremely nice.. considering i was really having a bad day and needed something to laugh abt.. felt so much better after that and went on some sorta random walking thru town… he had a tummyache so we headed home instead.. his house to be exact.. cos bought Gwen her present so must sorta give her maaa.. anyways.. was watching news! hahahaha.. sometimes i like to do such mundane stuff.. makes me feel more down to earth in our relationship.. who on earth watches news when u have so many vcds in the house.. hahaha..

finally.. my saturday.. met him at videoezy clementi cos he needed to return the vcds we borrowed.. his dad drove him there and drove us to ghim moh market to buy breakfast.. and as usual.. we bought too much food.. hahahahahaha.. spent the rest of the day watching One Tree Hill with Gwen and his mum.. till that sleepy head fell asleep in his room for 4hrs… hahahaha.. headed out for Gwen's bday dinner after that at Marina Mandarin… dunno why din eat much leh.. then full le.. the stuff there not bad.. am super amazed with Gerri and the bf.. can eat so damn alot la!

then Bryan sabo-ed me abt something.. his mum was commenting that the caesar salad tasted like something else.. which is supposed to be much nice and enticing for me.. cos she was staring at me when she was talking.. then i just whispered to Bryan.. "ur mum is trying to lie to me.." then he told the entire family la! hahaha.. so sia suay!!

that sorta sums up the past few days.. slacking at home today.. kinda tired and the weather is perfect for sleeping… and there is some tennis masters on espn.. my dad just switched channels! ahh.. oh oh… i have ALL the SCV channels now.. wahahhahaha.. wonder whether its a mistake..

dead

screwed up presentation…

lalila..

bored…

Sheena, are u still dying?

Bryan, hahah u damn anal sia.. stop rounding off ur times la…

me, pay attention in class!

whee!

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hahahah… now i'm really thrilled.. Bryan's gonna be in NUS!

sorry for changing layouts so often!

hahaha i got kinda irritated that the nice layouts dun have a time to my posts.. so i decided on using this kinda not very nice one.. which has a time.. bleah…

wah lao wordpress abit weird leh.. why have layouts that either dun have time or sorta is too wide and screws up the layout on my blog…

trust in relationships..

*disclaimer — words are in a mess cos i just woke up*

read something about this topic in Sassyjan's blog.. oh ya.. forgot to mention that Bryan actually knows her.. hahahahahah…

i kinda agree with her that trust is the most important thing in a relationship.. it's the basis of why relationships work.. if u cant even trust your other half with whatever he is doing or saying to you.. the suspicion is bound to drive you crazy.. besides, not trusting each other is the worst thing to do.. it's like opening the flood gates to all sorts of troubles..

strangely, we talked about the same thing last night.. i dunno why but strangely, i do trust him even though he did let me down couple of years back.. it's a very interesting phenomenon cos i've never ever gone back on my words on this issue.. maybe i see Bryan as a whole new person.. someone whom i know from secondary school but not quite the same person that i knew before..

i don't think i'd go through any personal belongings of his, or anyone in my life unless i am instructed to or have asked for permission.. i value privacy alot.. in a sense that i think it's like the basis of life.. u cant invade someone's privacy just cos u feel like it.. especially if u aren't even close to that person, there is simply no way u should intrude..

then comes the issue of whether u should intrude in ur bf/gf privacy.. i won't.. if he wanted me to know something, he would tell me so.. in the past few weeks, he did tell me when things happen.. and i'm really glad he took that approach.. he did say before, "if i choose not to tell u, i aint lying to you.. but i feel that it's something i dun wanna hide from you".. something along this line… hahaha.. in a sense i agree with the if i dun tell u part.. it's a very valid argument when ppl hide stuff from you.. and there is simply no way u can rebutt that..

anyways i digressed.. main pt of saying that is i feel that if u are really comfortable with someone.. if u think that u'd wanna be happy with that someone.. why bother creating a facade.. why lie… why hide something and make urself feel uneasy.. if u even have to hide that fact that u are contacting, say an ex gf/bf, it just goes to show that that particular relationship is flawed..

in a way, i feel that knowing about someone's past is relatively important to knowing someone for the future.. maybe it's cos i have missed out on 5 years of our lives.. there is no way i can leave that gap a question mark.. knowing what happened between him and Joy kinda tells me how much he has changed.. and i dun really think there is anything seriously wrong with knowing what happened in the past relationship.. just cause he wasnt with me doesnt mean that whatever he did was none of my business.. those may contain happy times of his life.. and i dun wan him to feel that he cant tell me how happy he was just because it was with an ex gf..

when i was going through Benedetto's page, i did see pictures of him and Joy.. it did set me wondering whether their relationship would have gone wrong if i din re-appear in his life in the past yr and incalcate a mindset that quarrelling so often may be a sign.. hahaha.. somehow i've been thinking, whether it was fair that i had been laying my foundation throughout the past year by influencing him to think like i do.. i dunno why but i tend to do such things lately.. getting my ideas heard.. getting them agreed.. and slowly changing people..

ok i am going way off the main topic.. so i guess i should stop now.. if not i would end up saying more off topic issues and never stop.. hahaha…

anyways this post sounds abit wrong.. like very off tangent.. so i wonder how ppl who read it will see it.. hahaha.. i dun mean harm!

lol..

hahaha.. Mr brown's latest podcast reminded me of Bryan's parents who are now in India.. hahahahahaha.. his dad kept joking about going there and doing the Richard Gere Visa Advert.. hahahahaha…

I've got a new domain, courtesy of Mr Bryan Chen.. hahah.. will shift over there once i get stuff sorted..

hahahah! this is about Benedetto

i still think it sounds like cornetto ice cream..

anyways.. was on this topic cos i sorta helped the boyfriend changed his photo to the team one on friendster last night.. and being an itchy ass.. i went back to friendster (my own account la.. i logged outta his liao.. and i have no idea wat is the password already.. so no worries man.. i wun spy on u..lol..) and took a look at Benedetto's pictures.. i thought the one about Noel being a bomberman looks damn cute.. hahahaha.. then i saw the latest team photo and saw that his number was 69.. !!!!!!!!! hahahahaha… ultimate joker la that guy.. i shall wait till the day he goes back to play and i go also! then see what he say to me.. wahahaha..

then there's the photo of last yr's bbq.. which Zhiyang was supposed to invite me but i think he din and i din bother about it.. hahaha.. goat!!! u got tummy sia!!! orhorrrr… time to go sun urself and exercise man.. hahahahahahah… i din mean to see.. just so happen i saw Weiliang then i was like thinking wah that fat boy slim down so much.. then look to the left saw u.. hahahahahahaha… and u needed so many ppl to get u dunked.. hahahahahaha.. u that heavy meh.. lol.. okok i dun wanna say le.. later u read till depress.. hahahahah…

and weiliang really look drunk.. hahahahahahahah… kinda scary seeing his over animated laughs.. and i just have to say this.. how come fat boy can wear his fmps shirt!?!?!?! omg man… now i really needa go think abt how much i eat.. how come my fat boy partner can slim down so much.. then i am getting fatter and fatter…

i wanted to post a testimonial but then hor..i shouldn't.. cos ah.. i got this feeling Noel will reply.. so i scared.. hahahahahaha… anyways.. my testimonial is supposed to say:

"OEI, can u guys go dig out ur yellow and black jerseys so i can wear also and act like ur substitute on the bench?"

haha! i just saw goat's pix with Shuting! waaaa.. hold so close! so chummy sia!!! hahahahahaha.. eh i realised i never take pix with u before leh.. next time we go out we take! hahahahaha…

past vs present coming again this yr.. i think i will be making my grand appearance la… since i am supposed to be the milo supplier… i wun forget my duty one.. hahahahah.. and i cant wait to see Sabrina (WL's gf).. if it's in fmss i can go back and jalan jalan..

we have come to the end of our news segment about Benedetto united, for more details, please refer to their friendster page (i dunno wat's the address and i am lazy to publicise for them so too bad!)

This is Candeeze signing off at home..

lol..

hrmm

i've finished reading every blog update on my favorites.. even reading ppl that i have a very vague idea about.. hahaha.. the power of links on blogs.. bleah..

realised that mikeller looks abit like sumiko…

boo.. got test in 15mins time…

booo

wah, i din noe Sheena is so hellavu funny.. hahaha.. love ur first entry! u should blog la.. i love ur sense of humor… hahahahahaha…

i'm currently having a tummyache.. booooo… ate pizzahut for dinner.. maybe its those evil drumlets..

started saturday in ECP meeting Fred from Saatchi and Saatchi.. finally figured out what we needa do for our project… hopefully we would have enough time ba.. then just as i was about to head off to Bryan's house to study.. he called and said that his parents will pick me up from ECP to go for lunch.. fwah… i wasn't expecting that.. cos his family came to ECP with the dog to play in the morning.. and when i was done.. it was like 12.30pm and they were already home and all le.. hahaha.. who isn't happy with a free ride? lol.. so i waited for them to come and we headed off to macpherson for some nice kway chap… the fried intestines are nice… but a little smelly tasting.. hahaha.. his mum said this then kena suan by the dad.. u noe it tasted like something u smell from the drain.. if i din remember wrongly..a large percentage of your taste comes from your sense of smell.. so in a sense u determine if something's nice from the aroma it produces when u eat it.. yeah and it smelt like a drain.. but it tastes nice leh.. bleah…

finally had our tau huey after that.. when his dad entered geylang.. it was like not from the start of geylang.. so we sorta missed rochor beancurd house.. went to beancurd king instead.. ta bao home and ate a bowl of it.. hahah…

stayed on at his place till almost 11 that day studying.. hopefully the studying works cos it's 20% of my grade… *gulp*.. hahahah… ok i have to confess, i love his body pillow… hahahaha.. the one we bought at Aussino.. it's damn nice la.. if it's longer i could make a couch outta it.. hahahah.. was slouching on it while studying.. anyways.. we watched Nanny Mcphee that night too.. after our joy ride to Jelita Cold Storage..

and i'm very sad to announce that they have ran outta smiley fries.. so now i dun have smiley fries anymore.. upset la! Bryan sorta tricked me after we walked back to the same aisle that evening.. said sometihng like they refilled it already.. and i darted over like an overzealous child.. lol..

studied the entire day yesterday.. saded.. hopefully today will be short.. i kinda needa sleep… hahaha…

fwoah

Aussino is evil.. i spent a whopping 160bucks with Bryan there.. and it's after 40% discount.. but at least i got bedsheets now! hahaha…

damn freaking tired.. went out to Fort Siloso this afternoon and had class in the morning.. tml i am heading to ECP to meet S&S's CD to discuss our stuff..

oh man.. tell me my 24hrs is long enough..

about today!

haha.. turns out that today was quite a good day… headed down to suntec to meet Sheena for kbox time but ended up mooching around cos we were kinda late and stuff.. hahaha.. but it was not bad la.. quite fun.. Vickie went also.. so we had some fun in toysrus etc.. Vickie and I had a lot of toys and interests in common.. quite amusing.. hahahah.. Sheena and I went to the arcade again.. and played this dumb drum game.. it's a good game for destressing man.. just hit and hit… hahahahahah…

went over to carrefour to walk around etc and then got news that most of my proj mates cant make it today for meeting.. so meeting cancelled.. bleah.. i was quite happy la cos i din wanna have meeting one..

met Bryan for dinner.. at Doby Ghaut area cos he took 190 down to town.. then run here run there to find food ah.. all long queue! we initially thought fish and co at the glass house would be crowded but turns out that it wasn't! so we had a nice dinner there.. i finished a seafood platter for one AGAIN.. hahaha… then wanted to catch a movie but the hordes of ppl in town deterred me from watching at PS.. suggested Empress and we took a 106 down… turns out that Empress was full of juveniles too! and they charge like 7bucks for eve of holidays!!!!! so damn ex la.. so i dun wanna watch le..

went over to videoezy instead and loaned 3 movies.. watched Chicken Little at his place and headed home le.. the show was not bad leh.. dunno why so many ppl tell me it's not nice.. i thought was quite lame… hahaha…

got school tml..wheee i am so gonna die! now almost 1 and i still dun feel like sleeping!

ladeedaa

i finally realised why i blog a day later.. cos now i am in sorta a holiday mood.. so i tend to blog in the morning when i wake up.. cos got more time in the day than at night.. hahah..

yesterday was an interesting day… went to school in the day and came back and slept for 4 hrs before heading down to school again for my meeting.. drove there.. for the first time ever i drove to school… took the PIE by mistake cos i was so used to driving to SMU's bukit timah campus.. since i entered PIE by mistake.. i seized the chance and went to Adam Road for my Nasi Lemak.. hahaha… so i was kinda late la.. bleah.. i love going to school late in the evening.. u get free parking outside the carpark..

had project meeting till around 9-ish and i zipped off to cck to pick Bryan up.. hahaha.. kinda silly but i sent him to Stagmont from Lot 1.. a 5 min journey.. lol..

then i came home and slack for a while and slept again.. power leh.. sleep so much..

spending the day with Sheena, then have project this evening.. and meeting Bryan for supper tonight!